BAD TRAGEDY HAPPENED TO ME =(

hu3...petang yg damai...petang yg suram..petang yg excited giler... "trn training ek ptg ni...." ok bos!!!!

jam 5.15 ptg,22 september 2008,sekitar UTP

motor lagenda kepunyaan rumateku memecut kereta2..lambat btol kereta2 ni..hu3..mmg la,br blk kls kot...hu3..brooommmmmmm....

aisey mamat ni bwk lambat plk,,dh la mcm nak msk ke xnk.. hatiku terdetik..

blom sempat memanggil nama rumateku.........banggggggg......eeeeeeeeeiikkkkkkkkkkkkkk(just for soundtrack..hu3)

sedar x sedar ak dh terbaring ats jalan..kakiku terhimpit ngn ekzoz...luckily there's people there..ak trs dikejarkn ke hospital ngn rumateku..yg respect skali..my rumate...chaiyaaa la babe!!! de pun luka gak,tp trs g kt ak..sayang rumate....muahhhh

g la ke klinik UTP,,tggu doktor pny la lmbt..ho3..owg dh sakit ni..terserempak ngn luqman kt klinik,de pun dh pelik kot..dh r mata ku sembap,,sedih ad,,terkejut ad..nk gelak pn ad..hu3..coz,,this is my 1st time...hu3..yg plg risau skali skng,,my leg r..kaki knn ak kt bhgn betis melecur..masak abs r..(jatuh saham ak..hu3)..tgn just luka2 minor je,,ad ksn lebam skt...hu2..kt pinggang plak,,ad ksn lebam...ho3...

malam yg sepi,,malam yg suram,,malam yg sadis

thanks kt kawan2 yg melawat ku..
terasa nk nangis pn ada gak..hu3..pastu ,,kaklong dtg kn ngn kwn2 de..hu3..lg r ak bertmbh sedih..hu3..
then,,call my mum..dorg risau giler ble kaklong antr mesej:"mak,,call now,,atih got accident..."(actually minor accident je.but for me...still a big problem..hu3)
dorg suh kaklong antr g hospital or klinik luar..wat check-up..takut infection kn..hu3...xpe la..tmrw,,ak g la kt klinik pak jang tu...nak puaskn hati semua pihak..t ak g hospital ye....=)

pilihan
ak ad pilihan skng..
-arini nk g klinik utp or luar utk cuci luka ni???? -nak ambik test finance ke x pagi ni???? -nak cari gel gamat tuk hilgkn ksn parut n melecur ni??? -still nk jon training tiap2 ptg??? -g kls x arini???? -g x replacement OOP mlmni???? -pertemuan biasa...hu3???(smpai kn tgr smlm..ha3) -meredhakn ap yg terjadi??? -pkr blk bnd ni just balasan kt dunia je...ap yg ak dh wat salah??? -kembali mencari ketenangan....???? -pedulikan ap yg terjadi..wat cm bese je????
-trn iftar ke ptg ni????

ALERT WITH THESE...

5 PERKARA YG AK MMG TAK TAHAN SGT..HU3

• brg2 kesayangan ak rosak atau hilang(baru2 ni,baju yg ak syg..br pakai 2 kali dh rosak..gara2 luntur warna..waaaaa)
• kalo dh mmg percaya sgt kt guys tu...ble dorg 'terkam' kite dr blkg...mmg plg x thn!!!
• bile tgk citer korea or jepun,,yg dapat heroin tu(sememangnya hero la) x hensem!! drpd 2nd actor(just act as a sub-actor)
• when i already study n remember those formula by heart,,,tp x kuar dlm exam or test..hu3
• janji2 kosong dr seorg lelaki..kte2 mns,janji2 palsu,adegan2 romantik di'copy' dr drama....(nasihat dr ak: usaha sndr,jgn nk hrp 'kekayaan' dan 'nama' dr family sndr)

5 PERKARA YG AK MINAT/ SUKA SGT..HE3

• mendapat layanan yg istimewa,"gentleman" dr seorg yg teristimewa..(natural,,bkn buat2..ha3)
• bile dpt buat bnd yg kite suka,,not forced by some1 else
• shopping with some1 special...(dun worry,, i'm not a materialistic type k..ha3)
• reunion with ex-terendakians(my batch) every year..
• up-date with fashions and cosmetics(lbh suke tgk dr try..ho3)
  

SEMANGAT kepimpinan~~

" SEMINAR PEMBANGUNAN IPT PERINGKAT KEBANGSAAN"
dari jauh pintu gerbang UUM terpampar banner itu....
layakkah aku??? hu3..dgn menyembunyikan identiti kami..dr mne kami dtg..membangkitkan 1000 pertanyaan dr pihak UUM,Sintok....ha3

msg2 menaiki bus universiti msg2,,akibt kelewatan mnmpah bus UTp,kami menaiki bus sekolah..x ksh la..bus sekolah pun sejuk gak..mcm duk dlm IRC..hny menyeliputi tbh ku dgn jaket..ak x dpt bertahan kesjknnya..kami bertolak(28 perserta) dr utp jam 1 pg..dijangka smpai di RnR Gurun jam 5 pg..tidur la kami di dlm bus....

7.45pg,UUM,sintok
hu3..pagi2 dh kn bgn,,dh la tido x ckp...

ktrg siap sesat lg tu...ckp la yg seminar tu wat kt luar kampus uum..hu
pening,,bsr sgt UUM tu..kalah UTP,,h03
kami mnrskn perjlnn..meningglkn kampus yg bsr itu..








jam 11 pg..ucapan utama dr Dr Tun Mahathir (our beloved Canselor)

'maaf hadirin,disebabkn cuaca agk buruk..un terpaksa menangguhkan penerbgn ke sini..."
ho3..kn tggu lg..sdh bosan ni..ngantuk giler~~sabar je la..tp nsb baek ucapan dr Tun wat ak tercelik sbntar..tajuk ucapan"kepimpinan strategik dlm pembangunan mahasiswa IPT dlm merealisasikan pelan strategik pengajian tinngi negara"

antara isi2 yg dpt ku tgkp ketika itu adlah:
- menanam nilai2 murni dlm setiap dri mahasiswa ipt
-mengenang kembali zaman2 kepayahan pemimpin dahulu memperthnkn nasib org melayu dl pendidikan(mcm2 r kuar blk..entah perjanjian ape ntah..hu3.lupa la)
-melahirkan mahasiswa pemikiran kelas pertama
-masuk la ckt isu2 politik(hu3..bese r tu)

kemudian,,jam 3ptg-6ptg
forum"ke manakah arah pembangunan mahasiswa ipt dalam merealisasikan pelan strategik pengajian tinngi negara"
oleh: Yg Berhormat Dato' seri Shahidan ,Yg berusaha Dr idris,Prof.DR Musatafa, n Prof Tan sri Dato' Dzulkifli

p/s: best la jgk forum ni..politik pn msk gak..hu3...

^6.30ptg
sementara nk tggu waktu berbuka,,kitrg nk kuar jln2..g bkt kayu hitam..free taxes..nak la gak beli brg2..hu3..tp driver bus takut nk g..sbb ktrg bwk bus sekolah,,takut kn check ngn polis kt sempadan..hu3...jadi ktrg g la round2 sekitar UUM lg..hu3..

sekitar UUM


kami sempat bergambar..hu3..besar jgk la UUM ni..ho3...

p/s: thanks to bro UUM yg sudi jd tourist guide kami...he3..kt aka2 usher yg peramah giler~~ n comittee Seminar kt UUM ni..thanks guys..good job!! well done..c u ya!!

Terkenang Sebuah Memori lalu~~~~

menuntut ilmu persilatan...menjadi dilemma bagiku skrang.. ingin ku imbas kembali saat2 kita bersama,,menempuh pelbagai ranjau,, untuk merebut gelaran 'pendekar'...

SILAT GERAK PUSAKA,MELAKA

Persatuan silat yg pertama pnh ku ceburi,,waktu tu f4..msk pun sbb suka tgk seni silat,,tgk dorg perform,,teringin nk join pertandingan se-MRSM..hu2,cerita bermula tatkala Hazwan(not a real name) meng'offer'kan kami utk msk sbgai pelengkap credit hours utk koQ..drpd msk st. john ambulance,baek ak msk silat,,jadi keras skt..ha3..kisah bermula di padang Mrsm Terendak..

Sekitar halaman rumah Angah(tok guru kami), ku lihat anak2 kecil ligat bermain jurus wajib..kalo mereka boleh,,knp kami x blh???hu3..utk di pendekkan cerita,,ak br je masuk kot..x sampai 2 bulan training,,sesi mencari pelapis utk kejohanan silat MRSM se-malaysia yg bakal di adakan di MRSM Gerik..ale2,,ak terpilih(berpsgn ngn partner yg sering mnjadi gosip time 2)..x taw sbb knp ak dipilih,adkh krn de atau krn bakatku??hmmm,,ak meneruskn perjuangan,,tiap2 ptg trn training,,akademik agk terabai,gara2 satu mlm itu...nama pun vice pres LDP,meneruskn strategi skip prep bersama tmn2 seperjuangn silat yg laen..mencari HEA di setiap pelusuk maktab(kiasan mencari de smpai nk mati)..sbb ape? hny tuk mntk kbnrn pertandingan..dipendekkan cerita,,gara2 konflik antara pelatih silat n managmnt maktab,,kami pergi bertanding sehelai sepinggang(tanpa bj layang dan escort dr tok guru)..hajat di hati nak mengekalkan piala 3 thn berturut2 juara...tp,,apakn daya...nasib menyebelahi MRSM taiping(kalo x silap la)..kami hny merangkul pingat perak bg setiap acara..hu2..sedih2..sebulan lps tu,,,Angah offer pertandingan utk mewakili negeri melaka ke Festival seni Silat se-Malaysia di Terengganu pada tahun 2006..


penah dgr tak lagu ni???
terkenang sebuah memori lalu....lalalala di dalam satu pengajian......lalala

ALKISAHNYA....

training pny training,,tiba lah saat2 dinantikan...ketiga2 acara(solo puteri,masal putera,masal puteri),,kami bolot sumenyer,,ha2..after dat,,kami terima lthn intensif dr coach mlk,,tiap2 mlm ktrg kne g istana budaya melaka wat preparation..hu3..sampai terkopek kulit jari kaki ku..(thank to kunang n my beloved team yg ssh cr handyplus utk ku..hu3.terharu giler)...


FESTIVAL SENI SILAT MELAYU SE-MALAYSIA,TERENGGANU 2006

di sini lah para pendekar seluruh pelusuk malaysia berkumpul....

kami mulai dgn salam hormat,, GERSAKA!! GERAK!!
haiyaaakkk...dush...zasss...
setiap pergerakan,irama,lenggok,ketangkasan antara kami menggegarkan stadium itu
masa 20 mnt diperuntukkan utk mempamerkan gerak silat kami...
ap yg kami belajar,,kami praktikan,,langkah pesilat,,keteguhan kekuda ditonjolkan...

pritttttt....
selesai sdh dgn slam hormat dr kami..tepat2 pd minit ke-20 kami mengakhiri permainan masal..
hny berserah...
keputusan di umumkan..
masal putera no 6(akibat mslh teknikal)
masal puteri no 5
sijil beserta wang tunai diberikan dr tmpat pertama hnga ke 5..yahuuuu!!!!
kami berjaya!! at least ad gak bawak nama blk melaka t
krn kami satu2nyer yg bwk sijil...bkn nama yg kami cari,,bukan pingat yg kami rebut..tapi..
semangat pasukan, bertemu dgn pesilat2 negara, mengeratkn silaturrahim sesama pesilat Malaysia...(dgr mcm dh power je ak ni..x pun..ni pun nasib je dpt msuk smpai peringkat ni,,blajar br setahun kot,,hu3)

gambar kenangan bersama pesilat-pesilat wakil Melaka..
x adil,,dorg ambl gambar time ak tgh beli seluar silat..hu3..
dimanakah kamu sekalian??bilakah kite dpt bersatu??hu2
even ak bkn se'pro' mereka2 ini..tapi,,rse smthng dlm diri ni..
perlu ku cari kunci utk sgl solan ku slm ini...



kini ak melibatkan diri dgn aktiviti ini..akn ku cuba sehabis baek..berjuang habis2 an...
dlm perjalanan perit ini,,ak terpksa memilih..antara realiti dan fantasi...

p/s: thank buat teman2 seperjuangan smaada yg dulu dan skrang...silat bukan utk dimegah2kan tetapi mencari "isi" yg ingin disampaikan..silat seni melayu x kan luput sepanjang zaman andai org melayu meneruskan warisan ini =)

luahan dari HambaMu yg lemah ini...

Ya Allah
panjangkanlah umur sahabatku Kurniakanlah kesihatan yang baik padanya,terangi hatinya
dengan nur pancaran iman.Tetapkanlah hatinya,perluaskanlah rezekinya, dekatkanlah hatinya kepada kebaikan,jauhkanlah hatinya pada kejahatan,tunaikanlah hajatnya baik hajat dalam agama,dunia dan akhirat

Ya Muhaimin
jika dia jatuh hati izinkanlah dia menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya
tertaut padaMu agar tidak terjatuh dia dalam jurang cinta nafsu? Jagalah hatinya agar tidak berpaling daripada melabuhkan hatinya pada hatiMu.Jika dia rindu,rindukanlah dia
pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalanMu

Ya Allah
Jangan biarkan sahabatku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang meyeru manusia kejalanMu jika kau halalkan aku merindui sahabatku,janganlah aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan daku pada
cinta hakki,rindu abadi dan kasih sejati hanya untukMu

DUN HAVE MOOD..pathetic week~~

i lost my mood...i'm sorry..hu3..after tonite,,i lost my mood...i lost u...i lost the spirit..
i dun want dat happen..plss come to me back..what should i do?? i'm here after 2 years..why u make me feel like this??? after all,,u make me feel sorrow..i want to get u..but u leave me far away..it's hard for me to catch u..why??? i asked my friends,,how to get u back?? the answer is still the same..
"try more harder...dun give up!!"
but now??? what happened???
i'm still talk to myself
"dun worry..there is still a chance..just 1 more chance..u have to prove that u can do it..that u deserve to get..."
what u think??? guys,,how to get that mood???
i'm not looking for LOVE tips..hu3
i'm searching for STUDY mood...hu3

p/s: if there is still DREAM with me,,i will get that HOPE with me....

WHITE rose vs YELLOW rose..

hmmm,,now i'm thnking...some1 said,,white color is not suit wth me..ho3.. i thnk i like white coz it simple,,can match wth everythng,,rite?? but,,i just knew dat some1 thnk i'm great wth soft yellow..hu3..maybe..maybe i should try..hmmm,,but stll dun knw..i like white bcoz it symbolize purity...yellow???hmmm, let see...yellow???
Primary Significance: Friendship, Joy, Get Well
A bouquet of yellow roses now brings to mind all of the sunny, cheerful feelings of warmth and happiness. In contrast to the romantic meanings attributed to other roses, the yellow rose is purely a symbol for friendship. This gives it a unique place in the pantheon of roses. Yellow roses can send the perfect message of appreciation and platonic love without the romantic subtext of other colors. They can represent feelings of joy and delight, and are an ideal way to brighten someone's day who may be feeling down. There is perhaps no other flower that is able to bring out a smile in quite the way that a yellow rose can.






white???
Primary Significance: Purity, Innocence, Sympathy, Spirituality
White roses can mean many things to many different people. They can symbolize new beginnings, or be a sign of farewell. They can convey feelings of love, friendship, respect and hope. Underlying all of these messages is the impression of innocence and purity with which white roses are now synonymous. An arrangement of white roses is not only beautiful; it can carry a complexity that belies its simpler appearance. Whatever the reason white roses are given, it can be assured that they will be deeply appreciated by their recipient.


p/s: but...i'm trying to adapt with the new environment...coz i like challenges.....hu3...

DREAM and HOPE =)

The relation between a dream n hope..=)
we build dream to get something..
we put hope to get that dream...
as a human being,we can only do the action and plan for it..but....
HE will decide...we only can pray...that we will be together ever after..
just pray for it k

Momment to Share(M2S)

siblings smile together..waheeda n danial
me wth adik alya..hu2..
mimi got air kelapa frm her admirer..hu3
juadah berbuka...x sabarnyer nk mnm air..hu3

on 13th of September, the comittee of M2S under SRMUTP show our concern towards villagers surrounding us..here we come!! Kg titi Gantung, Bota..
it takes about 30 minutes to reach there..

hu3..nite b4 the event...i need to finish up all the task that given by my big boss(bejan)..hu3

1st time,,i was asked to use a laminate machine by myself..huh??what is the temperature to set???luckily some1 help me to deal wth dat machine..tq=)..but i'm really sorry to 2 guys(Mr I and Mr W)..hu3..i ruined their tag..the machine too hot(i think so..hu3)
ON THE DAY...
there are a lot of xtvts were held there..
-bengkel solat
-tayangan
-menyanyi bersama facees(DEMI MATAHARI)

plg x dilupakn,,saat2 mengecat rumah makck normah(the best worker in UTP)
so sad when i reached at her house..i dun thnk that i able to stay n live here...hu3
dats why we come here n show our care n concern...
actually,,i dun knw where to go at 1st..after perform zuhur at 1 of the villager's house(i can't describe their life,,their house,,so sad maaaaa) , i join kak yana n mimi doing the social services there..
after finished, i can't stand anymore..serious..my throat need water,,but i'm fasting..hu3..every1 fasting too..n i can't complaint bcoz i didnt do the job anywhere...he3..just looking around n wat hal sndri2 je..ha2..mayb they all frust wth me..hek3
suddenly,,,,
rain!!!! it rain heavily..hu2..so cold..i change my cloth..no place to take bath..its ok,,every1(i thnk) didnt take a bath..so??same odour la..ha2
we broke our fasting n then perform maghrib...still,i didnt perform it at surau..but in some1 else's house..his mother invite mimi(ho3..bakal menantu..hek3)..we really thanks to them..they also care bout us..n we also get an invitation to the wedding(makcik Ros's son)..hua2...insya allah,if we have time,we will come to the village during this raya...wait for us!!!!
"GUNAKAN NIKMAT UTK KHIDMAT"

the SPIRIT of new beginner..hu3

hye guys!!!! this is my 1st time blogging here..hu3
n for u guys,,here i post my 1st design using photoshop 4 da 1st time..
hu3..any comment??? pls,,dun hesitate 2 leave ur comment..he3...
urmmm,,i think it's not too late to wish u all..HAPPY FASTING n SALAM RAMADHAN =)